the space that exists between us
will help me to much more clearly understand
the space that exists between us

when i am too close to you i cannot focus
you transform into my blurred imagination
and i myself vanish from the lens

i have loved you
in another moment
in another lifetime

i awoke in the windows of your eyes
which lit my entire universe
as my heart awoke from its long slumber
spellbound by your mesmeric essence
in the boundlessness of space and infinity

i have loved you
through our roaring raging fires
the burning heat of our desires
as the flames slowly diminished to smouldering embers
by our blindness in the thick fog of its smoke
at last to cold gray ashes at the end of the long night

i have loved you through the agony ...
of our conflicting expectations
of our very sad misunderstandings
of our polar oppositeness
through the deadness in your eyes
the seeping black of midnight
in a starless, moonless sky
and the deepest darkest part
of our existance

i have loved you
in the first rays of morning sunlight
your glory shining in your face
your beauty echoing in your laughter
your passion throbbing on your lips

i am both weak and nothing,
and strong and invincible
within the boundaries
of your embrace

i have loved as you took me
by the hand and led me
down the paths of utter ecstacy
and total destruction
to the secret garden door
of a magical place
that exists only deep inside of me
and have shown me my reflection
in your clear and placid face

i have loved you through the twilight
of your silence
the ceasing of your motivation
the world of lives between us
until.....
we have stopped breathing
together

i have always loved you
and i love you still....

to my valentine....

there is a cave inside
that exists only for you

a door
with only your name on it

it remains in the nighttime
until you enter

and shine your light
on the beauty that lives within

it is of rainbow walls and rose petals
of sparkling river currents

the sun never stops shining
and the moon lights the dark crevices

the stars float all around us
heaven is right here in front of us

you are my heartbeat
you are my breath

all my life begins here in this moment
when your arms are wrapped around me

and the pulse of your breath
is in my ear

my valentine....

i dreamt of your breath on my neck
making the hairs stand on end a chill trickle down my spine
my heart pumping harder pounding with passion and filling me with unleashed desire

your strong hands pulling me closer
so easily readily with no resistance whatsoever from me
your wild eyes your ardent lips your searching tongue your expansive chest your throbbing manhood

i am overcome with love and lust
desire and passion and tormented by this undying longing
to host you to be close to merge into one movement one breath one aim one goal

one

take me

i approach in fearlessness
the fading rays from days gone by
and run into the brightlight
of new tomorrows